I wonder if my mom has ever peeked into my room…

I (19, female) have a stash of sex toys on the shelf of my loft bed. It’s a loft bed in a room I share with my siblings, with a divider in the middle for privacy. Our shared room is often visited by our parents, as it also leads to a ladder that leads to our parents’ loft bed. This layout is hard to imagine, and you don’t have to imagine it because it doesn’t matter. I keep my toys (two different sized dildos, a stainless steel butt plug, other anal sex toys, bottles of lube, batteries, douches, bullet vibrators) in a bag on an open shelf that you can only get to if you get on the loft bed. My parents have never tried to climb up my bed because it’s difficult to get up there, but it’s certainly accessible. There’s no reason for them to climb up our bed because they have their own bed, and why would they? I used to do this for days at college, sleepovers at friends’ houses, etc. Every time I was out, I couldn’t shake the thought that my mom might snoop, climb up my bed, and find the bag of toys that I didn’t really hide because it was an opaque bag and I often kept my miscellaneous items on the side of the room. I’m always worried that my mom might have seen them and hasn’t told me yet, and I don’t want us to really talk about it. I just don’t want her opinion of me to change if she sees them, and even worse if she tells my dad. However, I can’t validate all of these worries and thoughts because how could I? I don’t want to have a hidden camera over my bed, that would be too much. So overall, these are just unfounded anxieties and worries. What can I do to stop worrying about this? What should I do if she sees? How should I feel? I’m not ready to face it yet, though, as she doesn’t seem to be talking about it anyway. If she doesn’t, is there anything I can do to stop having this worry every time I leave the house? Are there any tips for hiding toys better?

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