21 years old

It is not easy to see this.

With his perfection, luxury cars and the only business of flourishing, 21 -year -old CJ Clark seems to have the only dream of life. Instead, the young adult models will set their lives alone in his luxurious San Diego cushion with sex dolls and cameras.

Clark was disturbed by his shocking lonely survival in an interview with GQ magazine recently.

“It is very lonely living in a big house alone. Clark said,” The larger the house, the loneliness you will get.

The millions of wealthy adult models joined the X -level website when he was 18 years old, which was almost instant success. He made $ 5,000 in his head 24 hours.

His number of income on the platform accounts for 0.06 %. “This is the feeling of never paying any attention from my life. I like it all. The Bible-10,000 people see me as myself.”

Although his fan base continued to grow, Clark told GQ that he was still working hard to establish contact with people in real life, and this model began in childhood. As a student, he was diagnosed with dysfunction and polymorphisms, and also received tests of autism.

His difficulties in school made him seek comfort on the Internet-at the beginning of adolescence, his youth hormones began to ravage. He told the magazine that by the age of 12, he had become “huge porn addicts.”

At the same time, he established a community on Tiktok for himself, and many followers urged him to join his legitimacy as soon as possible.

New studies have shown that Americans at home are 10 % higher than 20 years ago, and the Z generation is particularly the same. They have less sexual desire to drink less than their age.

Clark said he did not seek communities outside, but communicated with fans around the weather.

He said, “My salary is very high-I can only do the money that I can only do-I better do my best.” “Talk to my people, know what they want to see more, what they like, they I don’t like something, so I can do better. “

Self -claiming “homosexual porn mRBEAST” said that in addition to 150 pounds of sexual dolls, he also retains his own content solo to maintain the image that he is only suitable for subscribers. But he was not interested in sexual relationships with another person who did not connect.

He told me: “I won’t be like ‘gh, I hope to sleep in bed with someone today.” “More like, damn, a hug will be fine.”

In any case, his busy content creation schedule did not bring him a lot of time love life. He acknowledged that the only girlfriend he had for a long journey, and he would rather only be a mortal creator that can associate with his unique lifestyle, even if they are fake. Clark complained: “I know that I am chatting with some middle -aged men behind my head.”

When the overwork and social Clark watched the “The Waking Life” of Richard Linklater, which was a series of philosophical query, his surreal real life was when he was a series of philosophical queries. A terrible change occurred. This experience has caught Clark into a serious crisis.

He believes that he has died and lives in his mind. “What should I do if my brain kills everything when I want everything?” CJ thought. “Now my body is catching up. I just entered this space,” Nothing is real. It’s tooh. This is not real. Just like, how can I get here?Intersection‘”

Clark sought for treatment after this mental illness, and considered going to school again, because he was worried that his works line might be outdated because artificial intelligence replaced pornographic stars.

“I’m really happy,” he said when he talked about an unplanable prospect. “Because I think the whole society may benefit a lot from it, just like people on mobile phones.”