Energy, Comedy and Slime Puppies – Girls Juice

May 15, 2025

A really wonderful day, then a more charming night: I wore it for some medical tests, including my regular STI tests (six safer ones are my top pick in Toronto, and these days are my best choices; they are always cute!), then met with my brother Max, having dinner with Max on Fran, and going to watch Michael Jackson’s classic album Live. Thriller At Massey Hall, I bought our tickets for Max’s birthday gift a few months ago. The show is amazing – so much energy, so much resonance!

What I wear:

• Red suspender mirror with built-in bras (aka “brami”) – Gap; I’ve loved 4 of them now and they’re so good, especially for those of us who can’t stand real bras medically
•Black Leather Jacket – Danier Leather, covered with pins from various sources
•Black Shorts – H&M in 2017; I wore these almost all of my 25 years old, they are BackBaby
•Black Leggings (wear under shorts) – H&M
•Black leather Converse sneakers
•Retro black leather coach stand bag
•Silver Disco Ball Earrings – H&M

May 16, 2025

During the day, I wrote the rabbit atmosphere comment, took a break in the middle, and watched the first one again American pie A movie about Sweetheart (aka Movieboy) from me who is far away from me, he has never seen it. It’s certainly an interesting portrayal of teenage sexual behavior and reveals a lot about gender in our cultural framework, but I wish I didn’t see it first in an impressive time, and when I primarily conveyed the misguided message of “boys want only one thing”!

Then, at night, I put on this cute little outfit and traveled through the town’s comedy bar to perform one of my musical improvisational teammates. In this case, non-musical improvisation, although my friend did do some rap in one scene! After that, some of us hang out in the bar until late, then teased carefully at various other locations, and ended up with our night by doing YouTube Karaoke tracks in a friend’s cozy underground apartment until 3am, I really don’t remember that late and I didn’t go out late (and if you don’t want to, but when you’re with you you’re going to love Comeeded Commeedy Frieed!

What I wear:

• Pink cut t-shirts – Gap (Can you tell me that I have put a big order there recently to update my closet improvisation lessons/performances? I don’t have enough solid colors, casual shirts!)
•Black Velvet Skating Skirt – A few years ago, 21 years old (wearing in black bike shorts underneath because passersby who have been afraid of flashing when gusts of wind appear no Fashion, dear)
•Pink Leather Doc Martens
•Retro black coach stand bag
•Rainbow Earrings – 3 layers on Etsy

May 17, 2025

My friend’s show was so good that I ended up going to the second show the next day! Want to see more interesting vertical structures. Then I recorded it on the long tram ride home, when the movie boy watched Hitchcock flick with me (39 steps,very good).

What I wear:

•Bernie Sanders campaign vest (weathered and filled with holes at this point…just like my belief in democracy, haha)
•Midi skirt with red dots – Forever 21
•Black Leather Chuck Taylors
•Black Leather Jacket – Danier Leather
•Rainbow Earrings – 3Delightfulshop
•Vintage Red Leather Coach Willis Bag

May 30, 2025

I have been doing low dose naltrexone (LDN) for fibromyalgia for about 6 months. Some effects are not great for me (more on later), but the main effects are great: I noticed a significant reduction in pain, emotional and energy promotion. As a result, since I developed this disease at the age of 23, I have been able to lead what I am closest to “normal life” and since then gradually retreating into an isolated, chronically sick lifestyle. Every morning, when I pull out my LDN, I’m grateful because it completely changed my life!

Actually, I have so much more energy right now that I can usually walk 1-2 times a day for about 45 minutes a day. (For reference, I needed to lie down for a few hours after a walk like this one a year ago.) This is especially great now because I’m trying to keep my energy/stamina in my weekly musical improvisation, I do my weekly musical improvisation every Sunday in June, and I love to exercise without having to nap the soreness of the frustration that doesn’t require pain! It’s also great because I can do cute outfits like this for my walk, which of course helped to further inspire me.

What I wear:

• Turquoise “Slime Puppy” vest – The impulse a few years ago, probably drunk late-night Amazon (for those unfamiliar, “Slime Puppy” is a from succession Gerri in Roman fetal;It is famous, has no scripts and is improvised by J. Smith-Cameron during shooting)
•Black Shorts – H&M
•Black belt-Gap
•Black Leather Chuck Taylors
• Turquoise/Purple “think positive” snap hat – maruhats
•Prescription sunglasses – Zenni
• Apple Watch with Navy Leather Hermes Band (must track these biometrics, baby!)

June 1, 2025 (Day)

Another walkable clothes. This look is a great feast, and the celebration may be called “dopamine sauce” – i.e., it’s purely to make you feel, and how they make others feel when they see you! Sure enough, as I wandered around my fruity taste, the kind stranger praised me.

One of the errands I’ve run in this ensemble was to stop at the wine shop and buy a bottle of rosé for my aunt…it’s about swinging the hotel on an all-pink outfit to buy all-pink wine

What I wear:

•Pink knitted hat-only
• Pink “brami” – Gap (my mom’s gift the night before, obviously knows me very well)
• Pink wool-lined sweatpants – Gap, soooo comfortable
•Pink and Red Custom Nike Air Force 1S
•Pink Leather Coach Bag
•Apple Watch with Navy Leather Hermes Band

June 1, 2025 (night)

For the improvisation + jam that night, I improved this one. My troupe has been wearing blue and black clothes when we performed recently to give us a more professional/uniform look, so I pulled some old black/blue/navy gowns from the distance of the closet, including this little number, and I seem to remember those summer sweats when I was 25 years old, all wearing a lot on the sexy dates.

It was a great show for me – I improvised a jazz song about dancing in the street and blues poems about scarves – I even won the rhyme-based knockout game we played at the end of the jam, so I was considered the “Champion” of the night and took my pictures for the pictures on the championship wall… So my photos are fool-like wins, these photos are these photos, these photos are some photos, HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH! (The only thing in the middle is one of my hilarious friends whom I laughed at. In these shows, this kind of full-length slanted crack is not common for me…!

What I wear:

•Naval Polka plays the dress – H&M years ago
•Black belt-Gap
•Black Leather Chuck Taylors
• Red Heart Prescription Glasses – Zenni (I try not to wear them in actual performances because when you try to play a lot of different characters, they are a little more, they will never dream of wearing such stupid things, but I usually put them back later because they are improvised jams and then get a lot of the right stuff and get a lot of the right stuff

June 3, 2025

Another all-pink outfit for a walk! Super sunny and warm, so I decided to eliminate these Very My shorts in my twenties. I won’t wear these places, but I can take a walk as long as I keep the noise earplugs and then actively ignore anyone trying to shout me anything…

What I wear:

• Pink Snapshot Hat – Impulsive eBay purchase a few years ago, I want?
• Pink “brami” – Gap
•Little pink shorts – many years ago H&M
•Black belt-Gap
•Black prescription sunglasses – Zenni
•Pink and Red Custom Nike Air Force 1S

June 4, 2025

I was wearing it to see the lesbian rock legend Carole Pope performing an unplugged scene with some family members in the room of the holiday. Carole is a longtime band member of my late uncle, Kevan Staples and a collaborator of uncle Kevan Staples who died earlier this year, so it’s exciting to see her performance again, especially some of the songs she wrote with Kevan. Really great scenes, and a crowd of queer people singing wild songs of “Gone Fist and Fist” which is a way to start Pride Moon!

What I wear:

• Light blue cut T-shirt – Gap
•Black pleated tennis skirt – Uniqlo
• Royal Blue Knee High Socks – The now extinct weird Minneapolis Café leather and latte
•Black leather frying safety belt boots
•Turquoise Leather Tiffany’s Dog Collar – From My Beautiful Wife
•Silver Disco Ball Earrings – H&M
•Black Leather Jacket – Danier Leather
•Retro black coach stand bag

June 5, 2025

This is what I wear today for some errands, including picking up an antibiotic for UTI, and it wasn’t until this morning when my doctor called me to tell me I was having a weird body and I didn’t know I didn’t even know I had antibiotics…

((Content comments: The next paragraph will talk about weight loss, appetite/diet and body image. My purpose is to discuss these things from a body-positive or at least body-neutral perspective – there is no naming of fat here! But if these things will trigger/worry you, you can definitely feel free to skip the entire paragraph. Thank you for taking care of yourself! )

Speaking of “the body is weird”: As I mentioned, I’ve been on LDN for a while – unfortunately one of the side effects (in my opinion) is that it’s severely accompanied by my appetite, which has been reduced due to the people I’ve been taking good care of my depression for the last 5 years or more. This makes sense because of how both drugs interact with the brain’s reward system (which is why Naltrexone is so useful for treating alcohol dependence), but it’s very annoying for people who like me and want to be able to enjoy it! I can actually only eat one-quarter to one-third of each meal before I start feeling uncomfortable and have to stop. This has resulted in some significant weight loss, as Hawkeye readers may have noticed (thanks for saying nothing, it’s rude and rude!), and I’m still actively adapting to these changes. As shown here (this skirt used to sit on my waist and now hangs my hips), it makes me feel weird/bad/like it isn’t “my body”, it’s also weird and it feels so energetic, positivity and happiness, it’s also weird because it’s not very weird when I shrink on my body, especially for people with poor diet, so many of my clothes literally hang on me, which also makes me feel weird/bad, it’s not very weird. I think the next step might be to tailor clothes to fit my current body, as I plan to leave this medication for the foreseeable future and don’t want to continue living in this dilemma that barely fits me. However, it’s hard to accept that it’s really my body and it won’t change again soon (because who knows?! It’s possible!). Anyway, if you’ve ever experienced something similar and have suggestions/wisdom to share, I’d love to hear from you in the comments!

What I wear:

• Light blue cut T-shirt – Gap
•Turquoise pleated tennis skirt – Not sure
•Raw Blue Knee High Socks – Leather and Latte
•Gray knitted bean table-eBay
•Black prescription sunglasses – Zenni
•Retro black coach stand bag
• Blue Metal DOC MARTENS – I bought it when I was about 19 and recently rediscovered it in my parents’ closet; aren’t they crazy?

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