Am I just sexually deficient? Is there something wrong…

I bought my first sex toy, (I’m a male virgin) it was one of those silicone butt-fucking ones on Amazon. (Not cheap unfortunately) So I tried to use it but I couldn’t get used to it. So I bought lube, a set of dry wands, and cleanser. I cleaned the toy with water and then dried it, then I put some lube in the toy and some on my penis (I’ve never used lube before) but I still couldn’t get used to it, I’m not above average in size so I don’t understand, and I’m too nervous to even get a full erection. Now I’m just lying here, thoroughly embarrassed and frustrated, not only can I not find love with people but I can’t even try to replicate it with a toy. I feel worthless. I don’t even know why I’m posting this. I’m probably going to get deleted or mod made fun of,

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