Nut rear clarity

I’m writing this after my first experience with a sex doll, which I bought because I had recently broken up with my girlfriend and was feeling very down (and curious). After shooting two cumshots into the doll, I realized what the hell I was doing with my life and threw it into a garbage bag in the middle of the night, drove to the woods (in silence), and threw it away like it was evidence in a criminal investigation. I paid $150 for this doll, has anyone else experienced this? How long will it take to erase this experience from my mind?

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